![]() Schranz – Workstation 85 – Floor 10” was one of the latter. They are the ones that keep me up at night, when my tired body just wants to rest but my unquiet mind won’t stop thinking about the jerks that simply had to hit me with an extra demerit or waste time out of spite. They act like somehow trying to do your job well is being uppity. Trust me, we get the intended meaning.īut then there are the others, the minority that wants to remind you of your place in the pecking order with any chance they get. Whether they are being polite or prudish, I would rather have a few extra seconds to complete the next run, or if you want me out of your space faster click ‘received’ that’s the best way to say either “thank you” or “f*** you” for a busy mailgirl. Then there is the thirty percent or so that have to do something extra a “thank you”, a nod or a wink, maybe a judgmental sigh or roll of the eyes, something that acknowledges my existence as something unusual. If half of the traders ignore me completely I’m having a great day. It feels like the way things are supposed to work. I love that, indifference is acceptance, I’m just part of the process. Most barely give me a glance as they take the order or confirmation from me, click ‘received’ on the desktop app, and go on with their work without paying me any more attention than absolutely necessary. The majority of the traders don’t have time for chit-chat or petty derision, not when there is money to be made. A good run keeps me away from the copier for five minutes at a time, a rough one ten. I’m not actively thinking but I am actively feeling everything.Ī brisk trading morning means I don’t have to think about anything more than the job and how to get it done as soon as possible. While I’m not thinking, that doesn’t mean I’m not feeling the cold zones of the spotty air conditioning coverage, the warmth of the sunlight through the windows on my bare skin, the sensation of my breasts bouncing as I go, well-worn carpet under my feet, the feeling of eyes on my backside as I rush pass. I can’t dwell on my situation if I’m trying to calculate the quickest route from Kyle to Workstation 184 and all drops in between. ![]() The more I’m moving the less time there is to think. ![]() From 9:30 to 11:00am I am in constant motion. ![]()
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